TIme is moving, and didn’t stop in some era. And when you realize it, maybe you are already more than 50 years old. We really didn’t feel it but it’s the reality.
Sometimes, when you have nothing to do, you will think, if that time, I didn’t choose this path, what will happens to my life? I am sure this must be appear in your mind.
If you given a chance to go back to the past, in what time you wish to go back?
I think, if I have a chance to go back to the past, I choose to go back when I am 16-17 years old. When I’m in Senior High School.
That time, I don’t have enough confident and I am not that “famous”. And I choose IT for my undergraduate major. I want to change it to Medicine. And become General Surgeon and doing social work.
Altough I hate Biology that time, altough I didn’t like chemistry, but if I have a change, I really wants to help people in medicine field.
And I will try to apply international scholarship, between China and Korean. I know it will be hard because that time, I’m not that clever and confident.
For Social Work, I want to challenge my self in that time. Can I do it? For a girl who didn’t have confident back then, this is a big challenge. Even speaking in front of people, make me freeze.
18 years old of me, is when I’m starting to develop my interest and build my confidence. So I want to go back before it, to make difference.
I know that if I choose different path from what I choose now, the future will be different. But still, we really don’t know what’s gonna happen if we choose different path. Will it be better, or it will be worst.
And once again, it’s impossible to go back to the past. This questions is just if. Please don’t make it to your mind and heart deeply. Life must go on, and we only able to move forward. We don’t know what’s gonna happen tomorrow, even we don’t know what’s gonna happen in the next second. Let’s do the best for now.
Cheerful Traveller's Diary 